Monday, February 29, 2016
Life moment
I feel like the next month from now am going to make a decision that I might end up regretting. Ive been thinking about this for a while now and just haven't pulled the trigger. I hate this i really fucking hate this. but it needs to be done... sign
Sunday, June 14, 2015
current events
been playing poker for the past several months to group what I have lost in sports this past year. Was at my peak 775k net wealth early of last year but ended up losing all my profit and some.. Just betting above my bank rool
br-90k
investments 400k
savings 100k
br-90k
investments 400k
savings 100k
Saturday, March 8, 2014
Friday, August 23, 2013
cant win
Just lost a other 50k on sports... just cant pick a winner to save my life. THinking about taking out some money from my stocks if i lose again next week. So fucking frustrating.. if i keep losing..
Friday, August 16, 2013
Aug 16 2013
been Living in Pasadena for the past three years and absolutely love it here however, am moving to ontario with a good friend in a few days.
My work as a professional sports bettor is over-whelming.. Some days i feel like am going to be a million air and the next day could feel like am burning money .. This is not easy. Extremely frustrating, stress-full, and time consuming. It doesn't take much time to find a profitable line however, the amount of money that i invest I can't not function in the reg world with-out sweating the game. Depending how i do effects my every-day life. For example the first 6 months of this year i was stuck about 110k then from there on went on a 170k upswing and now am down 70k from there. Basically break-even for the year so far. Haven't had a losing year so far.. and hopefully this not the first.
Also, dating a beautiful women with a big heart. But i feel like am taking her for granted. She extremely patient with me. Especially the way i eat (gluten-free not by choice) and the way i behave at times. But i always feel like i could do better.. every girl that ive been with i felt that way.. why??? so stupid!!! but am never satisfied.. with money, poker, sports, i always want more..
why am I like this? She's a great girl.
i hope one day this could all make sense.
br+242k
invest+447k
bank +40k
+729
been Living in Pasadena for the past three years and absolutely love it here however, am moving to ontario with a good friend in a few days.
My work as a professional sports bettor is over-whelming.. Some days i feel like am going to be a million air and the next day could feel like am burning money .. This is not easy. Extremely frustrating, stress-full, and time consuming. It doesn't take much time to find a profitable line however, the amount of money that i invest I can't not function in the reg world with-out sweating the game. Depending how i do effects my every-day life. For example the first 6 months of this year i was stuck about 110k then from there on went on a 170k upswing and now am down 70k from there. Basically break-even for the year so far. Haven't had a losing year so far.. and hopefully this not the first.
Also, dating a beautiful women with a big heart. But i feel like am taking her for granted. She extremely patient with me. Especially the way i eat (gluten-free not by choice) and the way i behave at times. But i always feel like i could do better.. every girl that ive been with i felt that way.. why??? so stupid!!! but am never satisfied.. with money, poker, sports, i always want more..
why am I like this? She's a great girl.
i hope one day this could all make sense.
br+242k
invest+447k
bank +40k
+729
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)