Aug 16 2013

been Living in Pasadena for the past three years and absolutely love it here however, am moving to ontario with a good friend in a few days.

My work as a professional sports bettor is over-whelming.. Some days i feel like am going to be a million air and the next day could feel like am burning money .. This is not easy. Extremely frustrating, stress-full, and time consuming. It doesn't take much time to find a profitable line however, the amount of money that i invest I can't not function in the reg world with-out sweating the game.  Depending how i do effects my every-day life. For example the first 6 months of this year i was stuck about 110k then from there on went on a 170k upswing and now am down 70k from there. Basically break-even for the year so far. Haven't had a losing year so far.. and hopefully this not the first.

Also, dating a beautiful women with a big heart. But i feel like am taking her for granted. She extremely patient with me. Especially the way i eat (gluten-free not by choice) and the way i behave at times. But i always feel like i could do better.. every girl that ive been with i felt that way.. why??? so stupid!!! but am never satisfied.. with money, poker, sports, i always want more..

why am I like this? She's a great girl.

i hope one day this could all make sense.


br+242k
invest+447k
bank +40k

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